End of my Rope. Day 11, Go F*** Yourself.

How do people even DO this f***ing diet???

I've cut out virtually EVERYTHING.

My mood swings and cravings are out of control. Day 11 was a bitch. And her friend, Day 10, wasn't so great either.

I'm so tired of eating JUST VEGGIES!!! And meat!!! The only delicious thing in my diet other than occasional fruit is nuts. And I read online in the forums that I need to LIMIT nuts.

NUTS WERE THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME SANE.


Ugh.

Now what???

Maybe a couple more starchy veggies?

Maybe more fish or more variety in my proteins?

Maybe I jump off a cliff. 


I've been completely UNBEARABLE.
I cannot be pleased, my fuse is NON EXISTENT. I feel completely unglued and psychotic.
Brian actually asked me to stop the diet because he is probably fearing for his life.


I'm venting here to try and get renewed resolve.

I dedicated myself to 30 days of this nonsense, and dammit, I'm going to finish. I really don't know how people do this. I'm lost and completely frustrated.




In the meantime--sorry to all those around me.
I hope Day 12 is better.



OH and P.S.
That almond milk I raved about on Day 3???

NOT WHOLE30 COMPLIANT. So I HAD TO STOP DRINKING IT.